But worse...had never been?

A little while since my last post. About 2 weeks. A lot has happened. I am not as troubled about Bush winning as I am how the majority of the nation votes for Bush, shops at Walmart, eats at McDonalds, drinks at Starbucks, and go to church which preach hateful sermons. It scares me that people with so much power can live with such narrow minds, and people with the most money can influence so much. It is a confusing battle being waged in my mind of how one voice can make a difference, and that justice will prevail. What's right will come through, it just takes time. But then everything I see in the media which I despise that: "well son, you don't make enough, so come back after you make 'x' amount of $0's and then we'll see how we can fit your plans into our agenda...as long as they fit into our agenda." And so hope and truth seem to be an endangered species. And people will do their best to keep them alive and flourishing. But with the way people are living, they are dying.

Another thing is my growing seperation and isolation from those around me. My friends cannot understand that people do not keep in touch after high school. When people do, that is the exception. I could leave today and shed few a tear. It doesn't hurt to leave; it hurts to stay. Of course that is somewhat of a destructive delusion of mine, that once I leave here all my problems stay behind. No, no, no...I will always have bipolar disorder. And (Incomplete Post)